Unsent Letters 3

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Selarut ini, aku masih memilah kata apa yang harus kutuliskan di dalam surat ketiga ku.

Merangkai kata, agar kau tahu apa maksud dari isi suratku.


Sungguh aku ingin berakhir sebelum terlambat.


Aku ingin menghapus rasa yang sudah bersarang di hati. Melupakan tentang perasaan baru ini. Menata hatiku kembali.



Namun, apa yang bisa kulakukan..?



Berbuat lebih susah dibanding
mengungkapkan melalui tulisan. Bertindak lebih sulit dibandingkan bercuat menggunakan bibir.



Sekeras apapun usahaku untuk menghilangkan perasaan ini. Sebesar apapun usahaku menghilangkan dirimu dari pikiranku.


Nyatanya tetap saja, mustahil.



Kau. Yang masih bersarang di hati dan pikiranku.

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