Unsent Letters 9

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Sampai juga di suratku yang ke sembilan.

Melalui surat ini aku akan menuliskan apa yang ku lakukan saat aku tidak bercerita padamu tentang keseharian ku.

Aku mencoba menjadi lebih baik.
Itu yang ku lakukan

Kau tau mengapa?
Karena aku selalu memikirkan seberapa tidak pantasnya diriku untuk dirimu

Maka dari itu aku mencoba untuk menjadi lebih baik, menjadi orang yang bermanfaat untuk yang lain.
Aku juga berdoa..
Bukan doa untuk mendekatkan dirimu padaku.
Bukan..
Aku meminta padaNya untuk membuat dirimu baik.
Di sana, dimana pun kau berada sekarang.
Aku hanya ingin melihatmu baik-baik saja.

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